THE RED KIMONO

“Kill him! You just don’t deserve the right to let him live after what he had done to you! I don’t think you just forget what had he done to you? Are you senile or insane?” she plays with the knife as it is like her doll. The knife starts to do it works precise and sharply. “Shut up! I don’t want to hear anything from you! I love him! He is the most precious diamond I ever had! He said he loved me from the first time he looked me wearing that kimono and he even promised to marry me. You know nothing, just go!” the hand is covered by blood as she loses the hand grip when the stinky-smelly fluid started to running out from the vein. With the most annoying tone she replied, “Any stunning guy likes him will never adore you! You’re mad! Talking alone and living in the abandon-dirty small hut that you’re so called home. Even the snagger will curse you.” “Shut up!!!” pangggg!! The mirror crushes to the floor. “You’re wrong! You don’t love him. He’s mine! You just reflected of mine. I own the beauty and I can stand the whole night wearing this suck baggy thing on my curvy body that I supposed tell the world I own the nice leg. No one will ever do that!” Out of amaze, her crappy, shrivel image appear at the window, “Only stupid creature will sacrifice that! Come to the real world dear. He doesn’t even bother to call you when you sick. Syndrome girl on her dreaming! Lalalalalalala.” The voice keeps singing in her ears. She feels sick looking on her own face. Laying at the floor, the ceiling looks vaguely when she tries to see but it turned black as the blood had covered the whole of the dusty old surface.

All Emma ever wanted          

Bear the confusion that always happen in the world of schizophrenia. This is what happening to Emma. She talks to herself, listen to her hallucination and having delusion on something in her own imagination. It is a mental illness or brain dysfunction called schizophrenia.

Schizophrenia is diagnosed as genetic factor and interaction factor. Even though, it can be developed under genetic factor, 60% of determinants are free from this illness based on their surrounding that being supportive, friendly, care and give less stress which secure them from this sickness. (Sign, symptoms, causes of Schizophrenia, helpguide.com, August 2012). As in the matter of interaction, it is more related to the family bonding, their social life or the difficult experiences that they had gone through. For instances, childhood abuse, parent divorce, trauma scene and others. Inherited person probably getting higher risk on this sickness especially when they had the experiences.

These are the symptoms which you may recognize “schizo people”. Disoriented speech, insomnia, careless on hygiene, always on depression, expressionless and hostility are the lists of physical symptom. To the worst, the patients will start to have hallucination and delusion as the mental factors. These are the two types of major symptom of mental illness that combined in the schizophrenia.

They need someone to feel them

Hallucination: never fail to comply what emotion take you

Hallucination

It is one of the mental disorders that only occur within the patients only. (schizo people only) It involved the sensory devices of the patients such auditory, vision, gesture and others. However, the most common by far the auditory will affect the most. Heavy stress because of the traumatic experiences can end up by having a danger and wild imagination, talking on their ownself on something which doesn’t make senses. Such what Emma experiences when her boyfriend leaves her suddenly without concrete reasons. So, don’t always humming your favorite songs or murmuring on something or people may claim you mad!

Delusion

Unlike hallucination, delusion happens when the patient misinterpretation on the surrounding situation which they believed are directing to him or her. Delusion may happen in two common conditions; persecutory delusions and referential delusion. Persecutory delusion involved when the person believes he or she is being followed, tricked and spied on. On behalf of referential delusions, it occurs when the patients believe that certain gestures, comments, passages from books, newspapers, song lyrics, or other environmental cues are specifically directed at him or her. (Different between delusion and hallucination, DSM-IV, 1995)

                                                                    Confused?

We can deduce that everyone has schizophrenia isn’t it? Since everyone do have monologue of what you think on something. Don’t be scared! It is only minor schizophrenia until it affected your real world interactions. After all, sometimes we need to talk to ourselves especially if we critic on something that we don’t intended to share.

Exorcism vs Schizophrenia

"Classic case: Psychiatric treatment of ghost possession" This is one of the cases which the accused is free from the sentence. Judge held that the murder found not guilty as he claimed his action is undue influenced by ghost possession. Logically, it makes no senses when someone with motive murder undue influenced of possession. There must be any other intention such revenging or other factor besides possession. Ironically, scientific investigation and medical explanation saved them by claiming their having a mental dysfunction which affecting on the making the right decision during the incident. For most happened in real life, some counsels used this trick to save their client for living of three years in medical treatment rather than gone through mandatory sentence.

                                                            Helping or torture?

Different adaption were be given by the priests on schizophrenia. Romanian and four of the nuns executed an exorcism procedures to a nun believed that she had possession on demons and satanic. Maricica Cornici, found dead after the brutal exorcism procedure had been done to her symbolizing on getting rid the satanic and demons. The news spread out and the Vatican church institution took an action on banned him from the priesthood, excommunicated the nuns, and promised reforms.

Summon: believe to kill the devil

                                                                        Myth?

All I ever wanted to say is we’re all having this schizo-thing in our mind actually when we go overboard. It is bizarre if you don’t ever like talking to yourself or even having an imaginary friend on your young day. It is the normal thing to do. Just keep your mind out from heavy stress and always mingle healthy with your surrounding and friends! Working out or your favorites will help you better to release you redundant negative charge in your body.  Don’t let what Emma’s ends happened to you because all of us having the possibility. Keep calm and smile always!